" falling in love with you
was the worst thing i ever did.
we became one,
we became inseperable.
owning the imprints of your lips on my lips, my cheeks, my body.
outlining your chest with my finger
while you slept.
feeling your body shift with mine as you held me in my slumber.
we moved as one.
we came as one.
we loved as one.
telling secrets in the depth of the night,
kissing tears away at every sad supressed memory brought back to life.
linking hand with hand in the dark
as we became each other’s bestfriend.
arguments left and right.
yelling, jealousy, and frustration.
but we healed each other over time,
and the understanding became mutual.
that was when i saw,
the light that shines around your face.
everytime you smile
i think of nothing but having to reach
out and touch you,
i want to know you are real,
to feel you in the moment and just smile back.
i now sleep in your clothes,
next to you,
i wear you like a scent,
i take you everywhere,
even in your absence.
and i love you,
i love it.
i never wanted to fall in love,
but it is the best thing i ever did. "